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KO NAM JE UKRAO SNOVE ?
2011/05/23,07:44

Umorna sam od svega.

Od lažnih ljubavi

Lažnih prijatelja

Lažnih obećanja

Želim da čitav svoj život zamenim

Da sve bude novo,drugačije,bolje

Da zaboravim sve što se izdešavalo

Da kliknem na dugme i obrišem sve

Jedino da tu ostane moj Anđeo

U životu nas uvek dočeka ono od čega bežimo

Ne živimo život kakav smo odabrali

Živimo život kakav nam je ponuđen

Osvrnem se ponekad na misli one malene devojčice koja je nosile mamine štikle i maštala

Šta sam tada želela

Brak ?

Porodicu ?

Da postanem poslovna uspešna žena ?

Šta sam od toga dobila ?

Ništa

Pitam se kada to postajemo roboti ?

U kome momentu života nam se um i srce preklapaju i ugrađuju u oklopnu masku koja funkcioniše na obaveze i rituale svakodnevnice ?

Kada to prestanemo da se pitamo šta smo želeli i počnemo da odrađujemo život,ne da ga živimo ?

U kom trenutku zaboravimo šta smo želeli i prestanemo da se nadamo ?

Ništa u životu nije savršeno

Nikada neće ni biti

Ne težim ja ka savršenstvu

Skladnosti

Znam da ih nikeda nema

Težim ka nekakvim osećanjima

Da prestanem da se osećam kao nekakva mikrotalasna koja zvukom obaveštava da je kraj još jednog dana

Zavaravamo se da smo stekli nekakva iskustva ako napunimo određene godine

Pa mislimo da sve znamo

Očekujemo previše pa se razočaravamo

Večito nešto tražimo

A onda u jednom trenutku dolazi i ta rečenica,toliko čuta sa mojih usana

Život je trenutak

Šta je onda sve ostalo ?

Pepeo ?

Ekran bez slike ?

Kućica bez puža ?

Ko nam je ukrao snove ? pitam se

Ko ih je ukrao meni ?

Da li sam konačno shvatila da nikada nije ni trebalo da ih imam ?

Da su oni samo šarena laža

Papirić u kome nema bonbone

Interesantne korice knjige praznih listova

Sada više ne sanjam

I ne nadam se

I ponekad...samo ponekad

Setim se kakve sam planove kovala

Sa kakvim uverenjima živela

Kako se nadala

Verovala

Čitav jedan život imala u onoj malecnoj moždanoj vijugi

Crtici

I onda je sve nestalo

Kao da se film prekinuo

Pozorišna predstava okončana bez aplauza

Svi otišli kućama

U publici ostala samo ja

Glumci mi dobro znani

Scenario uporno pratim u programu koji sam kupila na ulazu u pozorište za jeftine pare

Ali shvatam da su me prevarili,ništa se ne odvija po pogramu

Ili sam možda samo promašila predstavu

A onda se zavese sklapaju

Čuje pljesak mojih dlanova

Samo mojih

Gase reflektori

I sve nestaje

Komentari

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ne mogu nam ukrasti snove...samo mi mozemo prestati sanjati.

A mozda je trebalo ziveti?

Pozdrav!

Posted by: stepskivuk at 2011/05/23, 09:26
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Stepski možda...jedino to mogu da odgovorim

Posted by: Tanjana at 2011/05/23, 09:45
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lepota zivota i jeste u tome sto nista nije zauvek...koliko sutra bices najsrecnije bice na svetu!

Hoces li?

Posted by: stepskivuk at 2011/05/23, 09:51
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Stepski znam ja to.Nije ovde reč o ljubavi samo.Puno se toga nakupilo.Hoću li ? Ne bih znala da ti to kažem.Ne verujem iskreno.Ali nikada se nezna.

Posted by: Tanjana at 2011/05/23, 10:04
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bicu neizmerno srecan ako me poslusas...hoces li sada?

Hoces li biti srecna sa svakom zorom koja te probudi?

Znam da je tesko meni uvek verovati,ali potrebno je samo to:
zazmuriti i usuditi se zeleti.

Posted by: stepskivuk at 2011/05/23, 11:00
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Problem definitivno nastaje kad odrstes! A to uglavnom biva onda kad postanemo roditelji. Tada su deciji snovi preci i vazniji od nasih.

Posted by: tamonekalujka at 2011/05/23, 11:03
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zivot nam je ukrao snove jer retko se zivot i snovi poklope tu i tamo uklope se ali dvoje ljudi kada se sretnu i ne usklade snove a pokusavaju da kao sanjaju zajednicki san a samo pokusavaju da ostvare samo svoj ne slusajucu san onog drugog nastaje problem, zivot je reziser velike pozorisne prestave mi smo glumci i publika do kraja svog zivota zivot pise svaki dan novi komad prestave e kakav ce biti to neznamo mozda i od nas samih zavisi

Posted by: stalker at 2011/05/23, 11:28
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Stepski reći ću ti sada nešto.ako ikome ovde verujem onda si to ti.to znaš.ponekada je potrebno i usuditi se želeti.nekada je i to jako teško.nije ne moguće ,ali je teško.danas ću da ponovo pročešljam tvoje pesme.one umeju da mi daju snagu.

Posted by: Tanjana at 2011/05/23, 11:43
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Tamonekalujka možda i jeste tako.ali da li to znači da treba da ih izgubimo?

Posted by: Tanjana at 2011/05/23, 11:45
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Stalker ljubav jedina ne nestaje.možda se izgubi,ode na pauzu ali se vrati.dakle za ljubav se ne plašim.ali za druge stvari da.plašiti nije odgovarajuća reč.ravnodušnost me više od straha plaši.

Posted by: Tanjana at 2011/05/23, 11:51
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E Tanjana i ja se to isto sve cesce zapitam.
Drekavac...mora da je on.

Posted by: unajedina at 2011/05/23, 12:04
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Uno e biće da jeste.nadam se da se vidimo danas.

Posted by: Tanjana at 2011/05/23, 12:34
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Zapiši ovaj post negde, pročitaj ga za deset, dvadeset, pedeset godina... sigurna sam da ćeš se nasmejati i srećno zagrliti neko drago biće pored sebe:))

Posted by: AnaM at 2011/05/23, 13:30
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anam,hoću za 50 na nekom drugom mestu...

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/05/23, 14:30
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Kada se snovi odsanjaju, vreme je za nove.

Posted by: roksana at 2011/05/23, 15:42
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Roksana...u pravu si.Samo pitanje je da li umemo da sanjamo jo uvek...

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/05/23, 15:43
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Ne možemo u životu sve snove ostvariti i dosanjati međutim snove nam na sreću niko ne može ukrasti. Veliki pozdrav.

Posted by: Janakis at 2011/05/23, 17:08
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Prijatelju moj dragi veruj mi da može i to...ali možda se i vrate jednom ko zna...pozdrav

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/05/23, 18:23
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Ne daj se, za snove se valja boriti... Neću da čujem da kloneš duhom :)))

Posted by: Janakis at 2011/05/23, 18:26
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Janakis ,Ti me barem poznaješ.Trajaće ti dan,dva a onda u nove pobede :)))

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/05/23, 19:22
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Nisam valjda ja nešto kriv? Ovo mora da je slovna greška Trajaće ti dan,dva ...

Posted by: Janakis at 2011/05/23, 19:34
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janakis,ti nikada nikada ne možeš da budeš kriv.Što se mene tiče.Greška je.Trajaće to dan ,da je trebalo da piše...danas samo grešim nešto.Pročitaćeš :))) u postu narednom

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/05/23, 19:56
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Ja već pomislio neko nas posvađao ovih dana dok nisam bio na blogu :)))
Nisu valjda u pitanju VRATA ?

Posted by: Janakis at 2011/05/23, 20:00
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Janakis :))))))))Hajde molim te kaži mi iskreno ko tebe i mene može da posvađa ? Ali iskreno.Niko !Dala sam odgovor umesto tebe :)))Jesu :)))vrata p.s,drugačiji odgovor ne prihvatam !

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/05/23, 20:14
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Tooooooooooooooooooo !

Posted by: Janakis at 2011/05/23, 20:19
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Janakis :))) vidim baš si nešto veseo.Ko zna šta se izdešavalo.Nije te bilo 2,3 dana...Hm...moraću to da ispitam :)))

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/05/23, 21:00
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Ma sad ja vidim da je tebi juče dan nekako unatraške krenuo, sve nešto grešiš, grešiš... :))

Posted by: Janakis at 2011/05/24, 10:36
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Janakis ja grešim ali tebe nije bilo.Nisi se javio cccc ko zna šta se tu krije.Možda neki novi tekst o ljubavi :))

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