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CUVARI SRCA II DEO (STRAH OD LJUBAVI)
2011/02/03,17:27

 

   Citavo mi telo podrhtava.Srce lupa ubrzano.Dlanovi se znoje.

Gotovo da mogu da namirisem nekakvu paniku.Strah.Da, to je definitivno strah.

Kazu da cemo strah pobediti ukoliko ga pogledamo u oci i pokazemo  mu zube.

Slazem se.

Medjutim sta se dogadja kada osecamo strah,drugaciji od svih ostalih strahova?

Strah od ljubavi.

Oko svoga srca vojsku sam postavila.

Vera,nada,uzbudjenje,drama,panika....svi oni poput malecnih ljudi strazare oko moga srca.

Stitovi su im siroki.Jaki.Ponosni.

Nikome nedaju da se srcu primakne.

Vidim sebe iz daljine kako ponekad pokusavam da ih nagovorim da se udalje ili barem odu na veceru ali oni mi se keze i prkose mi.

Tvrde da to nikada vise nece uciniti.

Vise se nikada od srca udaljiti nece.

Kada su to ucinili poslednji put srce je bilo ranjeno.

Jos uvek ga celivaju,meleme mu stavljaju,vidaju.

Napretka nema.Rana je suvise duboka.

"Bice bolje" govore mi.Znaju to.Osecaju to.

Kada se potpuno bude oporavilo sve ce biti drugacije.

"Da li cete onda nekoga pustiti da mu se priblizi?"tiho ih pitam.

Odlucno me gledaju.Odmahuju rukama.Izricito me gledaju.

"Ali zasto? Zar bas nikada ,nikada"?pitam  u neverici.

"Nikada" odlucni su ti mali ljudi.Odani strazari."Gledaj na to ovako,nikada vise neces biti povredjena" zakljucuje nada.

"Sta ce mi zivot bez rizika!Bez rizika nista nikada ne mogu dobiti"!kazem tuzno.

"Sta ce ti dobitak sa porazom"?prkosi mi vera.

"Zelis li ti jadno,bolesno srce ili jako i zdravo?"pita me drama.

Vidim ih kako se smese.Jos uvek ne glasno.Blago.Sa nekakvim tuznim odsjajem.Igraju oko mog srca nekakvo kolo.Ponosno marsiraju.

"U tvome srcu ima dovoljno mesta samo za one najmilije" sapce mi tuga na uvo.

Klimam joj glavom.Nemam kud.Moram da se slozim sa njom.

Toliko su se zvrteli oko srca da je sve sto vidim nekakva siva boja,nalik metalu.

Da sasvim sam sigurna.To je strah.To je strah od ljubavi.


Neizmerno sam Vam zahvalna na paznji koju mi poklanjate.

 

Komentari

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i ja sam rela nikada...a onda sam resila da budem oprezna, da ne otvorim vrata odmah od srca...da proverim prvo kakvu cu barabu da pustim unutra.. a moja baraba sadasnja usao na mala vrata, i danas sam u cudu kako me tako brzo obrlati...a dusa je mirna, ponekad samo dignu uzbunu oni djavoli koji hoce zivot da mi upropaste, kusaci moje sudbine...ali dusa je mirna...zna da je niko vise nece povrediti, zato sto je ojacala toliko da joj niko nista vise ne moze..niko sem smrti...ljubim moju sestricu...veruj mi bice ljubavi jos, mozda ne onakvih kakve su do sada bile ali bice...

Posted by: vilabezkrila at 2011/02/03, 19:32
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Vilosaduplimkrilima to si bas lepo napisala.kao da se nadovezuje na moj post.sta da ti kazem sestrice najgore od svega je sto sam se pomirila da ljubavi biti nece i ne osecam neku potrebu za njima...ljubim te

Posted by: Tanjana at 2011/02/03, 19:37
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...al kad ljubav pokuca...otvorićeš joj...

Posted by: sanjarenja56 at 2011/02/03, 21:01
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Sanjarenja to tesko.nisam mislila da pisem veceras ali zelela sam da iznesem reci pravo iz srca.veliki poljubac

Posted by: Tanjana at 2011/02/03, 21:08
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:)))

Posted by: suky at 2011/02/03, 21:17
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Razmišljam šta da ti savetujem, ali shvatim da ja često u sebi čuvam i paniku i strah i da ni sebi ne mogu da pronađem rešenje. Onda je verovatno dovoljno da ti kažem da te razumem.
Pozdrav!

Posted by: mcdreamy at 2011/02/03, 21:22
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Ljubav je eliksir zivota, ljubav je davanje, ali slabi smo... ocekujemo, zelimo. Strah taj najveci neprijatelj ne pusta dugu da oboji dan nego krije sunce. Vera i nada su potpune kada ih prigrli ljubav, a strah bezi kada se pobedi ocekivanje. Ljubav je samo i jedino davanje do mere ljubavi za ceo svet. Nista manje.

Posted by: tanjanakic at 2011/02/03, 21:24
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Suky ,ponovo cu biti slobodna pa shvatiti te osmehe kao da ti se dopada!poljubac veliki

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 21:28
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mc dreamy,znam oboje smo u takvom raspolozenju .Meni je sasvim dovoljno sto me razumes i sto si tu.Veeeeeliki poljubac za tebe

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 21:32
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tanjanakic,dobro dosla na moj blog.Videle smo se,cak i nikove slicne imamo :) slazem se sa tobom u potpunosti da je ljubav veliko davanje.Dodala bih i trpljenje(mozda gresim da me stepskivuk ne lincuje:)) poljubac ti saljem

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 21:35
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Bolje te nasla :) Znam, videle smo se i inace mi nije obicaj da dajem komentare kao ne daj Boze savete, ali izmamila si iz mene nekako ove reci. Mozda ne bas trpljenje, pre bih rekla, prihvatanje, samo ne treba zaboraviti mudre savete naseg naroda da ko se cuva i Bog ga cuva, hrabrost je sacuvati se od drugih, ali sacuvati druge od nas samih-parafraziracu Njegosa, e to je cilj. Tako da opet se vracamo vecnoj temi, sebi.. Eto, bas sam se raspricala :) Zadovoljstvo je moje, zaista

Posted by: tanjanakic at 2011/02/03, 21:48
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tanjanakic,i moje je zadovoljstvo.Prihvatanje.Bravo.To sam zelela da napisem.Razumeces me ,u razvodu sam pa mi je malo vid zamagljen.Sve si tako lepo napisala u komentaru da bi slobodno to mogla da bude druga polovina tekstva.Veliki poljubac ti saljem do sledeceg vidjanja

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 21:53
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Ne plasi se, ljubavi, doci ce princ na belom konju i odagnati sve strahove tvoje, yaleciti sve rane tvoje, ne gubi nadu, ljubim te mladu!

Posted by: marcoantonie at 2011/02/03, 21:56
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:)))))))))))Mislila sam da je princ vec stigao :))))))auu kakva slika.Nisam ja ni tako mlada

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 21:59
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Lele marco šta natakari na glavu? kakva je to pernata živina? salim se

Posted by: vilabezkrila at 2011/02/03, 22:02
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vilosaduplimkrilima :)))))))))))

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 22:06
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Kuc-kuc....čuvari,ma to sam samo ja....nije kradosrcanko...

Posted by: Jovan s.s. at 2011/02/03, 22:07
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Jovane ss dobro ti nama dosao :)) )

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 22:09
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Vilo, morao sam da se presvucem, onaj oklop nosio danima, na kapi, svako perce od jednog zivincheta...

Tanjana, mozda nisi mlada, ali se jedino to tog trenutka rimovalo...

Posted by: marcoantonie at 2011/02/03, 22:14
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misliš čuvarima..

Posted by: Jovan s.s. at 2011/02/03, 22:15
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marcoantonie bas umes da das kompliment!

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 22:17
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Jovane ss pred mojim srcem se otvorila kantina.Medjutim cuvari u nju pustaju samo meni drage ljude.Ti si dobio propusnicu :)a do srca nadaju pa nedaju!i u tu kantinu je strasno rigorozno da se udje>proveravaju sacuvaj Boze :)

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 22:19
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Sigurna sam da nece biti tako.
Kada se najmanje budes nadala ces se zaljubiti, opet, kao malo dete.
Znam 1000 primera koji su rekli "Nikada vise!"
Ali to ne bira pamet, nego srce!

Posted by: behappy at 2011/02/03, 22:19
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Behappy jedno je sigurno,udavati se vise necu.Ostalo...sada mislim da sanse nema ali mozda si u pravu!Ponekad tako podsecam na vilusaduplimkrilima.Ljubim te i hvala ti na ovim recima

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 22:25
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tanjana, draga moja, imam ziv primer u kuci za to.
A i ostale...
tako da... posle jednog vremena ce proci strah.
ja ti drzim palceve.
:*

Posted by: behappy at 2011/02/03, 22:27
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Ljubav ne pita za dozvolu, ona se samo useli! I to kad joj se najmanje nadaš.

Posted by: roksana at 2011/02/03, 22:27
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lmam ja kalauz,ključ za sve brave...koje bi da otvorim...

Posted by: Jovan s.s. at 2011/02/03, 22:30
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Behappy verovacu ti!

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 22:31
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hehehe bravo roksana!

Posted by: marcoantonie at 2011/02/03, 22:32
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Roksana ne da verujem nego znam da si u pravu..u ovome momentu medjutim mislim da se to nikada nece dogoditi.da ja to necu dozvoliti ali kao sto behappy kaze...pozdrav veliki

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 22:32
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Jovane ss taj kljuc jedino kod mene ne funkcionise ...ali probacemo nista nas ne kosta :)

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 22:34
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marcoantonie oooo pa ti si tu..nisi mi rekao.. hm procitaj predhodne komentare tebi(ovde)

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 22:35
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Vidim da si se zaključala iznutra,zato ću ja da i iznutra otključavam...istim ključem zaključavanja...a probe su kalauz od spolja..

Posted by: Jovan s.s. at 2011/02/03, 22:43
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Jovane ss e ako sam te sada nesto razumela ;)) verujem da znas sta radis :)

Posted by: Tanjana at 2011/02/03, 22:47
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pokušavam da uradim dobro...za 'biti'u to verujem...

Posted by: Jovan s.s. at 2011/02/03, 22:54
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naravno da sam procitao sve pre mog komentara tanjana, za sta me ti drzis?

Posted by: marcoantonie at 2011/02/03, 23:07
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Strah od ljubavi...poznat osecaj.

Posted by: unajedina at 2011/02/03, 23:25
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Jovane ss znam da pokusavas sve najbolje iz srca i neizmerno sam ti zahvalna na tome .

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 23:26
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marcoantonio :)))))))))))nista nisi prokomentarisao.Nizasta te ne drzim :))))))) nego te smatram za onakvog kakvog te je vila opisala u njenom danasnjem postu :))

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 23:28
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Unojedina,nema cega strah da te bude.Nemas dete...sve mozes iz pocetka i nicega sto ne zelis ne moras da se secas.Ne kazem da je lose sto dete imam.Naprotiv,ona je moj zivot.Medjutim ti mozes ispocetka,kao da nicega bilo nije.Poljubac ti saljem

Posted by: tanjana at 2011/02/03, 23:32
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jeste,iz,od ali i glavom,sve zajedno,dušom...a hvala bi da ti osetiš bilo veće..

Posted by: Jovan s.s. at 2011/02/03, 23:49
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hvala ti sto me sanjas, mislim tu sam psihichki, a ne phizichki. Zezam se malo a ti to vrlodobro znas, tanjana sunce moje...

Posted by: marcoantonie at 2011/02/03, 23:49
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Marcoantonie :) pa ti ne spavas jos :) tako je psihicki te sanjam :) )

Posted by: Tanjana at 2011/02/03, 23:56
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Jovane ss zid nekh trenutö osecam oko srca .niko ga nece uspeti porusiti do mene same.hvala ti sto si tu.to cenim i postujem.poljubac

Posted by: Tanjana at 2011/02/03, 23:59
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Svako ima svoj udes draga,i niciji nije lak...Uvek kad posmatramo sa strane cini nam se da je onom drugom uvek lakse.
Svako od nas sa svojom pricom,svojim okovima,demonima i nadom za bolje sutra o kome zajedno na ovom blogu sanjamo i dajemo jedni drugima podrsku.

Posted by: unajedina at 2011/02/04, 00:27
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Unojedina slazem se sa tobom u svakoj reci koju si ispisala.ne mislim da je moja nevolja najteza.veru mi.samo smatram da neki ljudi imaju sansu za potpuno novi pocetak neki za delhmicno novi.ljubim te

Posted by: Tanjana at 2011/02/04, 00:34
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Nesto slicno napisah i ja. Nije strah od ljubavi bezrazlozan! Ima tu necega, ima... Poz :)

Posted by: nesanica at 2011/02/04, 01:16
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Nesanice pratim ja sve sto si napisala i...kao i uvek potpuno se slazemo!poljubac veliki ti saljem

Posted by: Tanjana at 2011/02/04, 01:22
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Ljubav je najlepse i najtananije osecanje koje može da ispuni čovekovu dusu. Problem nastaje kada ta ista divna, tanana osećanja nestanu pa ti se iznenada izmakne tlo pod nogama. Sta da radis sa tim viskom?

Posted by: Vanja at 2011/02/07, 15:26
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Vanja auh ne znam ni sama to!verovatno da strpljivo pricekas da ljubas ponovo dodje.strpljivost inace nije moj najbolji prijatelj,veliki pozdrav

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